Like most, I assume, my sexual desires are fluid, changing from time to time. Lately, I have been obsessed with infidelity. As a non-monogamous individual who only enters open relationships, this is somewhat of a foreign concept to me.
Not the act of having sex with someone other than one’s partner, but the emotional deviation that it leaves in its wake.
One of the biggest turn-ons for me, I have found, is the shame and guilt one feels after cheating, or more importantly, while they are cheating. The mix of shame and lust seems like it would be intoxicating, so much so that it would fuel the desire to keep doing it despite how much one loves their partner.
The sneaking around, the risk of getting caught, the fear of the backlash mixed with the orgasmic sensation of the sex itself… Is there a better feeling?
Even though I am in the works of branching out in my writing, covering other topics besides horny wives delving into such taboo desires, I will never leave it entirely. For this truly is my favorite kind of sex.